Confinement Day #15

C just msg-ed me to say LeeUhn aka "the goofy one" in Coffee Prince has passed away after a bike accident. I was shocked. Like how I was shocked to know that Heath Ledger had passed away. I know I am not related to them, and in LeeUhn's case, I don't even feel much about his character, but it is still very sad to hear news about a fine human being passing on before their time. Well, maybe it is their time but I guess what I mean is that it is an unnatural death. It's just sad. I only hope that they've had a good life no matter how brief it was and that they had suffered little. Today was my favourite day because there is Amazing Race and Heroes. That's all I look forward to these days. RP told me that her talk was good yesterday and JC was in a great mood. She will be giving her paper at two more conferences. I know she worked hard for them and I am happy for her, but somehow I feel envy creeping in. How I wish I could have the guts to stand in front of an audience, no matter how small or big, and speak confidently. I can't. I just can't. So till then I am just going to hide behind the paper and the computer. I emailed SV today. No I didn't send her the photo, I guess I just wasn't sure, having had pretty bad responses from email correspondance with 'artists'. So, I thought I should keep it simple. Can-Talk circulated an announcement for NSFA contributions and I thought she would be interested so I sent it to her. No other reason really. She responded with kindness and I guess we would speak soon. Also waiting for CCH to reply my email. Had some questions for him. Fingers crossed.